I wake up everyday only to find myself amidst chaos

A chaos which is refused to be seen by the human eyes

A chaos I try to overlook but my inner self screams to be freed from

I wake up everyday to an unbearable storm accompanied by an overwhelming blackness

I wake up everyday only to hide the chaos but it desperately reveals itself from the corner of my eyes until the eyes run dry

I wake up everyday to run away from the chaos but apparently it finds its way back to me

I wake up to days where the chaos does the talking. On somedays I lose myself completely and on others I refuse to give up on myself.

In the stillness, the pain and solitude I found peace amidst the chaos.


You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect—you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break—her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.

-Bob Marley


This struck me so hard!

“The darker the night,the brighter the stars,

The deeper the grief , the closer the God.”

-Fyodor Dostoyevsky

No matter how tough the times are or how thick the shadow of darkness is or how lonely you are,always remember that God is with you and he will help you sail through the storm. We may not know the future but we can know the God who does and that should be enough for us to keep going.

Never ever lose hope in God or moreover yourself for God has blessed everyone with a magical elf. His love will surely brighten up your way someday and show you the right path. Always have faith in him for he knows the best.

May God bless us all.